I really need You right now. I need Your help every second of every day. To breathe, to walk, to talk, to blink, to move... I need You just to live! I'm sorry I try to do things on my own-in my own time and my own way. As if You are not big enough to take care of everything and know what's best for me... I'm sorry, God.
Sometimes I forget, God. I forget where I have been and that You have carried me through deep, deep valleys and really dark places; I forget that as Your grace was sufficient last time, it will be again sufficient this time around too; I forget that the place I really want to be is in Your will. Sometimes I look around at my circumstances thinking they are too hard and big and massive, instead of looking to You and Your strength.
God, You say again and again in Your Word not to be afraid or fearful and to be courageous! But God, I am not a very courageous or bold person on my own-will You help, me God?!?! I want to be bold and courageous like David facing Goliath; Daniel in the lion's den; like Shadrach, Meshach and Obedigo when they defied the King and were thrown into the furnace; and like Esther when she only thought her people and not herself. Jesus, help me be bold for You and to stand for You, even if and when I stand alone.
God, may I crave You more and more everyday!
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